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[Strange Connection] by shadow56333, literature

I'm afraid of dying. by shadow56333, literature

The Never Ending War, II by shadow56333, literature

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[Strange Connection] by shadow56333, literature

I'm afraid of dying. by shadow56333, literature

The Never Ending War, II by shadow56333, literature

??? by shadow56333, literature

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  • Sep 5, 1999
  • United States
  • Deviant for 12 years
  • He / Him
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A writer that tries to make things interesting.
And a person that does his best to make the world a better place.

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Come check me out at @Redwood_Amarill or @ADRedwood_Amarill if you're looking for more adult stuff. About: I left here quite a few years ago when me and a friend of mine had a really bad fight. I'm pretty sure they still haven't forgiven me and that's alright. I'm 22 now, much more mature, and doing my best to be a good person. I write and draw occasionally, I'm streaming! Which you can check here https://www.twitch.tv/amariladventures and just in general drifting through life best I can. I don't know if I'll ever post here again as I don't really have a reason TO be here. For my friends J and S (Not saying your names so we can just let go of all the bad things and people who look at this don't know who i'm talking about if they don't already) If you do read this, I'm sorry for how I acted. I'm sorry if I'm not the kind of person you can interact with. I'm glad you both are still together, you two being happy makes me happy. I'd be lying if I said I didn't think back to the time we
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Sorry iv'e been gone. I just been out doing school work. And recently iv'e just been worrying about dying and how everything exists and i'm freaking the fuck out.
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have writers block and lack of motivation.... 70 questions: 1. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?: Hell yeah I do. 2. Who do you last say "I love you" to?: Mom 3. Do you regret anything?: Lots of things, but if I didn't I wouldn't be a better person 4. Are you insecure?: at times about random things 5. What is your Relationship status?: I don't fucking know .w. 6. How do you want to die?: Either painlessly while asleep, or super painfully drawn out. 7. What did you last eat?: MAC N CHEEEEEESE 8. Played any sports?: Hell no 9. Do you bite your nails?: Nah, never did end up doing that 10. When was your last physical f
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Baby Groot thanks you for the llama :)
Hello stranger imma stalk you ok?
Oh okay, thanks for the watch
thanks for the watch! have a nice day dear!
-smiles a little and laughs tearing up- I can't be mad sarah... this whole thing has just been awful, because of both of us, I fully understand that I hurt you.. and most of the things I said after and during the break up I couldn't bring myself to believe it... And the thing I said about your kids...god I hate that I even thought that. But this is part of what I was trying to get you to see...after the whole explosion of anger from me, I know that most things explode like that because of lack of communication between two, three, or even more people, as soon as everyone stops cooperating the whole thing falls apart...but it's also what makes us better people, dealing with things like this. The pain and depression, and things we say but don't know if we really mean it, it's what constitutes being human. And honestly...the poly thing is ok with me now, I needed to give you more time, I know saying that now doesn't fix what happened or will ever fix what all three of us could of been, but saying it still matters, the same thing with being trans and now agender, it was new to me, and I didn't give it enough time. 

So...I guess there's just one question I have...wanna try and make it right? We're both responsible for what happened, and we're both deeply sorry... but me being the hopeful snowflake I am, I know we can try and talk, even if it'll be hard. Hell i've been looking between this page and your message so I don't say anything wrong. I don't even know how to end it. But I guess the best way to is to say thanks...I know some people would just argue like we have and then never talk ever again, and that's what I was most afraid of last night. And i'm sorry for all the times I've blown up, it's a serious problem I have... I know you don't hate me, I don't hate you or wolf either.