-smiles a little and laughs tearing up- I can't be mad sarah... this whole thing has just been awful, because of both of us, I fully understand that I hurt you.. and most of the things I said after and during the break up I couldn't bring myself to believe it... And the thing I said about your kids...god I hate that I even thought that. But this is part of what I was trying to get you to see...after the whole explosion of anger from me, I know that most things explode like that because of lack of communication between two, three, or even more people, as soon as everyone stops cooperating the whole thing falls apart...but it's also what makes us better people, dealing with things like this. The pain and depression, and things we say but don't know if we really mean it, it's what constitutes being human. And honestly...the poly thing is ok with me now, I needed to give you more time, I know saying that now doesn't fix what happened or will ever fix what all three of us could of been, but saying it still matters, the same thing with being trans and now agender, it was new to me, and I didn't give it enough time.
So...I guess there's just one question I have...wanna try and make it right? We're both responsible for what happened, and we're both deeply sorry... but me being the hopeful snowflake I am, I know we can try and talk, even if it'll be hard. Hell i've been looking between this page and your message so I don't say anything wrong. I don't even know how to end it. But I guess the best way to is to say thanks...I know some people would just argue like we have and then never talk ever again, and that's what I was most afraid of last night. And i'm sorry for all the times I've blown up, it's a serious problem I have... I know you don't hate me, I don't hate you or wolf either.